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[04 Dec 2005|07:00pm] |
Alright folks. This journal is DONE. El finito. If you want to still read, go to my new journal. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) makeus_itx . Comment there and your added. Yayaya
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| _Had to let go to find today |
[25 Nov 2005|05:38pm] |
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Your breaking through my boundaries
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So I was just looking over my other journal. My old one. I had so much more to say back then. People liked reading with what I wrote. So Im gonna make you love what I'm writing right now. mhm.
What does it mean when theres a boy, that you dont necessarily like, yet you avoid him in the halls anyways. And you don't avoid him because you hate him, or dislike him. And you dont avoid him because you think he's awesome. You just dont like that little awkward exchange of Hello and his wierd little wave nod thing that drives you absoutely crazy.
But anyways. I did a survey type of thing a few weeks ago. To see if I was intimidating. The results pretty much led me to believe that I am. I dont even know why. I mean I dont look intimidating looks wise. Curly hair, blue eyes? Hardly scary. But then someone said that because I dont look intimidating, as soon i talk it's like "holy shit this girl is serious" type of thing. Meh. Iv'e come a long way. I really have.
Seriously. I used to be this little timid huge-eyed child who sat at the hopscotch things crying because her grandfather died, when really it happened three years before she was even born. And then I cried for three hours when this girl I didn't knows mom died because her mom was a really great person yet I never knew her. I used to 'coach' my 'boyfriend' in grade two for the 'olympics' and that same boy laughed at my face and told me I looked like a boy two years later. This was all very traumatic for me. In grade five I had to learn what it was like to loose a friend. Really loose a friend. And then I moved in with my nonna for seven months while we waited for our house to be built, living in basically one tiny room for all of that time. Grade six and I didnt care what you thought about me. I pretended I had a goldfish named Mimo living in my brain and I danced and acted stupid and some people hated me and some people love me. I used to think I could write beautiful poetry because I was tired of being an OK dancer and an OK swimmer and an OK student. Then I realized im an OK poet who can't get anything meaningful down. And now I dont really tell you whats going on until I get an impossible math test and break down because suddenlly I cant remember y=mx+b and all that other stuff.
So Iv'e come a long way. And Im kinda just figuring that all out when I look back on old stuff and just think.."so what if this didn't happen..?"
basically the score is
Life: 1
Cassie: 3
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[16 Nov 2005|10:15pm] |
This just suddenly came to mind, thought I'd share it.
You know when its mainly cloudy in the sky, kind of darker outside? And you know when on those days, theres like a parting in the sky, and the sun shines through in that spot and everything is all eluminated? When I was little, I always used to think that was Heaven, and someone was going up there.
I dont what brought that on. I just found it kind of neat.
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[12 Nov 2005|03:56pm] |
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reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years,
and all that he gave was a
daughter
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| _Maybe your gonna be the one that saves me |
[10 Nov 2005|09:13pm] |
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I thought it was a lot later than it is.
I'm not sure why, I was just about to go to sleep and then I saw it said 9:13 and I changed my mind. But i might want to go to sleep anyways. Kind of drained for no apparent reason.
So. Midterms back. Not too bad, actually. Im pretty happy. I think I even said at one point that my life is complete and I could die now and I wouldn't care.
Haha. Yes what a life I have.
So Mark has this party thing tomorrow and I think maybe ten people have asked me why Im not going. Im not gonna even get into that stuff anymore. I tried before and it ended up making me upset so why bother when Im happy with who I hang out with right now.
It's a pretty good way of thinking if I do say so myself.
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[17 Oct 2005|06:47pm] |
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Rich Girl-Ifyou dont know who this is by get out of your box |
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( Oh ehm gee like woah? )
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| Oh ehm gee? Updating? |
[16 Oct 2005|03:12pm] |
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This Photograph is proof-TBS |
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IF you reply to this -
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
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[20 Sep 2005|09:21pm] |
So, I havent updated in forever, school has been fun and life is good. I went to go get pictures developed from camp. The guy at loblaws was so nice. He said that seeing my pictures made his day.So, he gave me two albums, tripples of the pictures, and another disposable camera.So maybe thats a sign.
I stole this from alana
( Oh ehm gee? Im bored? YAy )
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[12 Aug 2005|09:44am] |
Well folks, I'm off to camp for 12 days with Alana so, I love you too and I hope the rest of your summer is going prettttty awesome. Because, I don't know when I'll be back (might go to Cottage with Alana, depending on what happens and all).
Love you, muffins.xD
<3Cassieee
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[30 Jun 2005|10:13pm] |
01. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you
03. if I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you
08. put this in your journal
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[23 Jun 2005|03:24pm] |
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You guyyys. Grad tomorrow^^
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[12 Jun 2005|06:08pm] |
| You Were Actually Born Under: |  Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.
You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.
You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.
Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations.
You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit. | | You Should Have Been Born Under: | 
You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse. |
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[25 May 2005|04:43pm] |
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Aha. Thats right. Comment to get in.
I'll accept anyone because I will
Just comment and say your name as well
as something about you.
And. Be nice and say something about me.
Lovely.
<3
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